POST-CANON, CONTAINS SPOILERS - "The acuity of his focus shifted from the thought of her, to the feeling of her body against his, to the weight of the collection of papers erupting from his back pocket. He loved her beyond words. But by golly, with how much he had written for her, he was sure willing to try." - Quilleran reflects on how his life has changed since meeting Saruya and leaving the Sordid. He's written about it in a (very lengthy) letter to her, but is still a bit nervous to hand it over. Once he does, Saruya gets to read the feelings for her that he can't always verbalize.